I used to think that Grandpa Jack
was an odd man. He had a beard but no moustache, he ate with a spoon and fork and
he never wore shoes, not even to church.
He was a writer, mum told me.
But it had been a long time since he wrote any books. It was my Grandma Allie
who painted for a living.
She was a wonderful painter. She
painted the boats of the sea, the night sky, the long grass and precarious houses on edges of clifftops.
“I paint memories,” she said. And she would sit outside all day and paint, while me and my Grandpa Jack
played chess under the hanging vines.
I had never seen my Grandma Allie
play chess. Except for this time when I asked my Grandpa about it, and he
called her over and she said, “One game, Jack.”
And she won that game.
And she won that game.
But when Grandpa Jack was putting
away the pieces and grandma had gone back to her easel, he turned to wink at me
and said, “Sometimes to win someone’s love you have to lose.”
Which was funny, because I had always thought all these years, that love was always winning; winning her smile, her attention, her affections.
Which was funny, because I had always thought all these years, that love was always winning; winning her smile, her attention, her affections.
During the days when we had hours
of sunshine left after dinner, I would help my Grandpa Jack set up the model
train for Christmas.
“What’s that, grandpa?” I asked,
noticing a black mark on the side of his thumb.
“This?” He asked. “You mean my
tattoo?”
It was so small and hidden in his
wrinkles that I didn’t recognise it as a tattoo. When he showed it to me, I saw
a black outline of a circle and lines inside it, connected.
“Wow it’s the world… Why do you
have that?”
Grandma Allie who was within
earshot turned and gave grandpa a look.
“It’s a sign of promise,” Grandpa
Jack said, “And a symbol of unity.”
“Who did you promise to?”
He sighed before pausing to put
down his tools. “Let me tell you a great story... Pull up that chair, Dylan.”
And he proceeded to tell me a
story of two people who fell in love quickly, who promised everything and
trusted wholeheartedly. She didn’t believe in conventional ways, so they agreed
he would get the outline of the world and she, the colors that filled it.
He told me of the years following it; that mistakes were made
and words unspoken until they exploded. She had walked away until she couldn’t
hear him calling out to her anymore.
“I love her dearly,” Grandpa Jack
said wistfully.
“What happened to her, grandpa?”
“Why! She’s your grandmother
Allie.”
I turned to look at her humming
away, washing brushes. I had always thought they were paint splotches. But on
second glance it was the land and the sea in a circle, in a place that when
they hold hands, the colors would fill the outline. They had the world between them.
“Dylan, when you want to win
someone’s love, you have to lose. Lose your pride, your assumptions and your
doubts. And then chase after her. If it’s meant to be, you’ll find that she’s been
running towards you too.”
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